Smile Like You Mean It: Sometimes, you acted like you a friend to me. But i sense a different thing. It's like you are faking it or something... SIGH..

Hello people :D

Yeah i got the mood to update now. Sorry for MIA as usual. But will try not to take a long time. Just updating what is needed. Heh.

Date today is 31 October 2010. So fast October ending.. Sadly to admit, that this year's October is not so good like every year and not like what i expected. Sigh. Do not expect too much, yeah i learnt from it alr. Will try not to. Alot of saddening things happen. Shall not elaborate on that. Cos most of it are family and personal problems yeah. So i really pray that coming month, November, will be nicer, InsyaAllah...

Life this few days was oke, as per normal. Not much things to update on about life. But whatever it is, im thankful and happy as it is now. Few weeks back, life's abit .. down. And days goes by, im starting to stand up slowly. We can't be depending on people all the time right ? So yeah i will have to learn to be independent. I sure can. I used to actually. Aiyaaa whatever lah.

Currently its 12.58am. Im not sleepy, but im tired. But dun feel like sleeping -_- Its oke, after this i shall try put myself to sleep. Gonna stay the whole day at home later i guess. But who knows, Mama or Baba will change mind. Hoho so hopefully yeah !! But one thing for sure, i will have to do some housework before i can really rest or do other unimportant matters. Hahah -_- One basket full of dirty clothes in my room waiting for me ! Lol. Tomorrow gonna get it done .

Maybe some revision after that ? Haiyaa duno lah. Have to see first if other thing goes on smoothly as planned. Haha.

It seems like this few days i have alot of free time eh ? All thanks to Jobless. Lol. Currently finding a new one. Hopefully i got a better environment. Im not saying that i dun like Sakura's environment. I love it in fact. Its like a place where everyday i feel like staying like my own home. I love each and everyone of them like my own Brothers and Sisters sia :( But ever since that Manager was posted to our outlet, everything change. ALL BECAME USED TO :( I think out of 100%, only 10% liked him ? The rest, HATED HIM TTM -__- Yeah no joke.
BORHAN ! WHY MUST U POST PETER INTO YCK OUTLET ! JUST LET HIM STAY PUNGGOL LAH ! HE SUCK OKE ! SO BIAS LIKE KNNCCB !! Tsk, like as if Borhan gonna read this -_- Borhan is Sakura big boss btw. Argh ! To hell with them. None of my business alr. Friday was my last day i assumed (Y) At last im freeeeeeeeee ! Hahahha -_- Gonna miss there for sure. Too much sweet/funny/irrits/sad/happy and etc of memories ive got there ! If i were to list down, tsk tsk, ALOT SIA ! Hahaha . All the best YCK, will drop by once in awhile when ive got the time :)

School are abit stressing nowadays :( Praying very very hard so that i can endure till the end of my course, InsyaAllah, Amin. Cos suddenly i feel that i dun have the confidence to go thru all this with this current situation. OBVIOUSLY I STILL WANT TO CONTINUE MY STUDIES ! FOR SURE ! But im not motivated enough. I duno whats wrong. Lol Dun ask me why cos me myself not sure -_- Ya Allah.. Help me please :( Anyone willing enough to help me pull thru all this till the end, successfully ? Haha. Hope that soon someone could be my light. I wonder who.......... O.o

Anw i bought a new contact lens yesterday ^^ . Tried a different brand cos the one i usually wear, like difficult to find lah. So tot of trying new one, so i bought a different brand than previous. My standard colour, Blue. HAHAHAH ! Nice lah, not bad :D
Spent abit on my everyday needs just now. Those important ones i mean. The not important one, shall wait till i have stable cash. Haha since im like broke and jobless now -_- So all the shoppings, can be done later on. Cos its not a need, but a want. Wahseh, Fiza bebual semacam nari. Macam lecturer pun ader -_- Irrits.

Kay now what to talked about ? ~~~~~

Ahh yeah.. I miss MRS very much. Very very much. So long din see him or hear from him. Din get his sudden call much this days. AKU RINDU KAO LAH BABI ! :(
Then suddenly, this few days, at random times, i thought of moving on. HAHAH SHOCKINGLY FOR ME -_- Yeah, i did think of that. Duno why :( But actually, i dun want to lah. Duno whats running in my mind now.. Alot of problems running about in my mind, that i feel that i dun have the time to think of him. Hahahha. Duno lah. Aku pun sendiri confuse giler babs punyer.. But whatever it is, I MISS HIM ALOT ! Duno when im gonna see him again......

This tuesday meeting my dearest Ex-Sakura's peeps to dine in at our 'birthplace' where we guys met, be friends, and still friends till now ! Cant wait yo ! Miss them also ! Duno MRS joining or not -_- Wouldnt it be great if he join ?! Hahaha whatever lah. As long i get to see the rest, will be oke. AFIQ, KHAI, DAT, JACK, JAJA, APIT and the rest ! I see u guys this tuesday !

Deepavali coming sooon ! At last holiday from school -_- InsyaAllah, if nothing happens, gonna have picnic with Dearest Beloved Family ! Im so excited. Wooohooo !! Hopefully it will go on well on that day. And SKY, please be nice and sunny. Its a once in awhile thingy with My Family seh. So be nice and shine and dun cry pleaseeeeeeee. Thank u, i love u very the much :)
And Gayu Dear, I MISS U ! WANT TO GO UR HOUSE AND CELEBRATE LIKE LAST YEAR ! MISS THOSE MOMENTS LAH MONSTER!

Aiyaaaa.. Talked much alr ! I think i better go and rest !
Ohh before that ! Gonna tumblr for awhile ! Heeeee. Alot to reblog. After that then i will go and tido !
Shall continue again soon !
Bye lovelies, takecare :)

XOXO ^^

PS : I MISS THE REST OF MY OLD CLOSE FRIENDS ! ALOT TO NAME LAH SEH :( Where u guys now ?? Hiyaaaaaaaaaa ! Hope i can meet u people soon, insyaAllah. If any of u think that i have forgotten u guys, my old friends, just becos ive got new ones, U ARE SOOOOO WRONG ! I NEVER EVER OKE ! Dun care what any of u think, but as for me, i strongly believe that i never forget each and everyone of u ! Or maybe u guys who had forgotten me ? Hahahha. Like somebody had and claim that it was me O.0 ? I swear i never kay ^^ Hahahha. I love u guys ! XOXO. PEACE :)

Photos below taken on Friday. Dropped by Khatib to play with them ! Woohooo so adorable ! Soon again kay Aunty Lyd bring me meet them again ? ^^